2010 m. sausio 14 d., ketvirtadienis

my lovely Unknown...

I'll be your dream...
Your greatest secret, your freshening stream...
Surrender your heart, I will make it beat faster...
I will cure your loneliness...my twin soul...

Your remember our walk on the ocean?
Singing birds, feelings in explosion?
Happy as children,flying like birds...
World is ours..you are mine, and I am yours...

Looking deeply into our souls,
Searching through the hole world...
Differently, meaningly, purposely,
In love, in touch, fighting for Great Goals.

Returned to innocence, hearing our souls singing,
out of mass destruction, continuously trying to cure.
Learning every day, trying and exploring
bringing light, hope, saving our souls pure...

Can you remember the night,lying on the grass
and seeing wonderful summer smiling stars?
kisses of wind, smell of the flowers...
beauty of nature, beauty of us, lowers...

I do not remember yet...
But I will...
I know...
Where are you?

Snow on the Sahara...



Only tell me that you still want me here
When you wander off out there
To those hills of dust and hard winds that blow
In that dry white ocean alone Lost out in the desert
You are lost out in the desert
But to stand with you in a ring of fire
I'll forget the days gone by
I'll protect your body and guard your soul
From mirages in your sight Lost out in the desert

If your hopes scatter like the dust across your track
I'll be the moon that shines on your path
The sun may blind our eyes, I'll pray the skies above
For snow to fall on the Sahara
If that's the only place where you can leave your doubts
I'll hold you up and be your way out
And if we burn away,
I'll pray the skies above for snow to fall on the Sahara

Just a wish and I will cover your shoulders
With veils of silk and gold
When the shadows come and darken your heart
Leaving you with regrets so cold Lost out in the desert

If your hopes scatter like the dust across your track
I'll be the moon that shines on your path
The sun may blind our eyes, I'll pray the skies above
For snow to fall on the Sahara
If that's the only place where you can leave your doubts
I'll hold you up and be your way out
And if we burn away,
I'll pray the skies above for snow to fall on the Sahara

2010 m. sausio 12 d., antradienis

on the way of nowhere...or Somewhere...

Today, my mind thinks in English. Let it be.
I just realised, that if you want to live happily in our society you have to be blind and do not recognise basic things. Actually, as the whole folk successfully does. I can't - this is my problem, and this disease cannot be cured. What's more, I even do not want to cure myself.
The basic question, which is turning me inside out is: What next? This is the most problematic question I ever had. I'm finishing my studies, it seems like nothing is left. Master studies? in Lithuania? I would not like. It is not even about the price (6000Lt from where?), it is about your time. If one semester in neighbour country (Poland), can give you more, than your home university for the whole 3 years, naturally the question arises: so Why Study? I must confirm, that education level in our country is on low level, student's approach also... Even obtaining master degree, does not mean getting the best work in the world afterwards. And what does it mean the best work in the world, ok, let's be precise: in LT? getting 2000-3000Lt per month? It would be a royal salary nowadays. I wonder, what kind of job it would be...
Working for the whole year in order to buy a second-hand car, and when work for filling it with petrol and repairing it? Rest money you can spend on your basic needs and consuming other goods and services. Wonderful perspective! My 'dream'!

Sometimes, when you are finally conscious of all your life decisions, and know, that everything depends on you - you are getting scared. Such big responsibility of your life is in your hand. This is the possibility, need and responsibility. All your life depends now on your choices and decisions. It's on the way of nowhere or Somewhere... Time for big decision: it attracts me and, I must admit, scares me. I am again on the starting point of having nothing, but on the other hand I am completely different person. I'm not keen on participating in rat race, I wouldn't like to do it. Life is too short, and I need more of it...

2010 m. sausio 10 d., sekmadienis

Van Gogh.



1. Wheatfield with crows (Pole pszenicy i wrony)
2. Chestnut tree in blossom (Kwitnący kasztan)
3. Starry Night (Gwiaździsta noc)





2010 m. sausio 3 d., sekmadienis

to be conscious...

Nie chcę tym filmem nawołać kogoś do czegoś...
Po prostu warto żyć świadomie. Wiedza jest zrozumieniem: siebie i otaczającego świata.
Nie bądźmy otumanieni przez otaczające nas stereotypy. Nie pozwólmy sobą manipolować.
Wybór życia, istnienia, świadomego życia należy do każdego z nas.
Warto się zastanowić: czym naturalnie jest pokarm? co on daje dla człowieka? jesteśmy tym, co jemy? jaką daje siłę i energię? jak się czujesz po zjedzeniu tego lub innego produktu? czy kiedyś się zastanawiałeś co wchodzi w jego skład?
Człowiek najbardziej rozwinięta umysłowo istota na ziemi, żyje aby zaspokoić swe słabości? ciekawe...
Obejrzmy...